u think i'm ur toy uh?! such girl lyk u i really dunno wad to say... u break wit me & go wit other guy ... they fuck u alre nw u cum back to me & say sorry tell me tat u're wrong , i nvr say u rite wad .. joke wit my love then fuck off ... i dun have such a gf lyk u ... last time u use to care for me but everything had change u understand?!?! chance i can give u is only 1... if u dunno how to keep chance ppl give u then go home study how to keep chance ppl give u ... ur mother can give u lot of chances not ppl in ur live... haiz!!! y shld i write bout a b!tch in my blog ..

to my baby girl

my lovely baby girl , this few day i miss you a lot . i miss your care very much so i should ask you out soon :D . i also miss to hear you say "honey , i love you ." only few day never meet i love and miss you a lots . i want to love you forever and hoping the time will stop now to let me stay beside you until end of my life . no matter what i will love you . i will hold you tight even if this world gonna falling down . i promised my love and my heart only for you . no other girl in my heart except you . i will not broke my promised no matter what , okie ? baby , i am not gonna hurt you . please tell me if i do , okie ? i will change for you . you are my perfect princess . you are my no. 1 . i want to love you forever . you used to say the sky is blue and beautiful like our love .

i was thinking of that day . it really cold you was sleeping in my hand let me have a chance to hold you tight . you kiss me when you wake up make me feel warm . whenever your lip touched my i wish time will stop because i doesn't want to let your lip leave mine . you are my true happiness . this few weeks you give me a lots of of memmories . every minute every second staying beside you , i feel that true love is all around me . the warm kiss that you giving me forever remain in my mind and on my lip . i believe that you won't break any promised that you have promised me , am i right ? i will never forget you in my life . now , you are my wife . in the future , you are my wife and forever are my wife , am i right ? baby , i want you to know that i really love you . please believe that there are no other girl in my heart except you .

S[he] Be[lie]ve

i really want to know do you still love me ? i miss you a lots . every night i'm holding the book that you gave me . my eyes always filled with tears . i know a gangster girl like me will never ever fit to love you or love anyone in this world . i have given everything that i have to you but i change back nothing . you have change , you don't truly love me before , just as how i espect . staying a life that no one cares for me , everyday drunk , everyday get scoled , everyday crying , everyday missing you and everyday i stayed in a life that filled with guilty . because of you i does not dare hanging around with guys . all guys are the same in the world . all of them are coming after look and beauty . all thanks to you that you have changed a girl into an idiot tomboy . i'm giving up on guys . all of them are hopeless . every promised that guys make will never ever be kept . why should you guys promised ? when you guys knew that you guys gonna broke it ? i'm always the stupid one to believe in you but now never . my girlfriend now is much better than you guys . all nightmare can be heal in time . i have learn to forget the past and walk toward the future .

he doesnt understand me..

haiz,i now staying with my daddy.. i really feel very happy but i've another feeling that i dun dare to tell him.. i dun wan him to be sad bcoz of me.. whenever he & my step-mother laughing and smilling at one another, i feel really very extra in the family.. but i could not understand why i cant treat her as my "mother".. she really treat me very good but i treat that she just trying to get close to me and take away my mom position in my dad heart.. until now i still could not accept the fact that she is my step-mother.. whenever i step into my dad room i saw their pic hanging on the wall that make me drop tears.. but i still smiling just to make my dad happy.. i hate that every where i go i saw her pic.. in my dad room, in my dad hp & also in my dad laptop.. i gonna gone crazy very soon.. he give me everything that i wan but all that have no meaning without his love.. she broke my dream.. dad, u broke my heart..

feeling really very lonely without u..
wishing u will stay by my side forever..
if i know this day will come i'll treasure
every moment that i spent with u.. time spent
with u really very short but mostly i take a fight
with u and did not leave u any sweet memmories.. but
the act that i really love u alots.. i really dun wish to
see this.. i wanna go back school.. because i wan to see u..
u're my wonderful world.. please dun ever leave me.. please!!!
i really feel very lost now.. wishing to u see every second, hope
u have not forget me.. there is nothing more important than ur love
in my life.. every night i cry because of u.. i keep on thinking of u
non-stop.. dun u get tired of running around my mind?!?! tired of missing u

hey!!

hey guys,
i reach Vietnam alre..
miss u guys alots..
i really hope to see ya guys again..
i really miss 1N2, i even more miss 6Diligence..
i hate this feeling sia..
i still dun understand what is going on sia..
what the fu** is this??
can anyone tell me the reason why?
i totally lost..
really dun wish to go on like this anymore..
life is fu*king irritating las in vietnam..
drinking & smoking, i hate this sia..
I really hope to seeya guys again next mth..

giving up

i know you can't take it anymore. since so, then it's time to end this relationship. i was just testing how much you love me and understand me. but then i really realised that you totally don't understand me. i think it was totally wrong to request too much from you. am i really requested too much from you?! never mind i think it's time to let you go. i wish i can keep you by my side forever. but it obvious enough that i cant. because it really very clear of what you write on MSN. it's really the first time
you hurt me, and this hurt is really very deep. how to heal the pain in my heart, can you please tell me?! i really wanna know how. first time ever you scold bad word at me. and also thanks to you that you're the first guy ever scold bad word at me. you gonna be the last guy i'm gonna love. i really very stupid for not treasuring you. i gonna let go. my love to you is from bottom of my heart. i really don't care what people comment about you, all the matter is i love you. now, i love you. in the future, i still love you & forever love only you. from now on i think i really don't dare to love anymore guy. i really wish i am a les. i think i gonna turn back to a les life bah. then i wont get so much suffer.