There's is always :)

There is always

> a little truth behind every
" Just kidding "

> a little knowledge behind every
" I don't know "

> a little emotion behind every
" I don't care "

> a little pain behind every
" It's ok "

so many things has happened....
seriously i really dunno how to
face it.... day getting more n
even more tiring... haiz!!! feel
lyk dieing soon... HELP!!!!!! i
really need help... cant stand it
anymore... wanna cry out loud....
i wan to shout out loud tat " I
HATE THE WORLD N I LOVE U BABY"
i dun wanna live in a life filled
wit pain, torturing, sadness n tear
ENOUGH of tat... I REALLY HAVE ENOUGH
OF TAT... i cant take it anymore...
i feel like giving up alre... give up
everything but i'm not gonna give up
on u...

to my darling

darling i have try my very best
to make u happy... i alre force
myself to do things tat i dun
lyk juz to make u happy... u
think tat i doesn't love u
enough.. make me feel so sad n
feel lyk u doesn't trust me at
all.. tis is the 1st time u
make me cry my dear... pls dun
make me cry anymore.. dun add in
anymore sadness n trouble for me
I REALLY DO LOVE YOU!!!!

how i could wish i nv
born into tis life...
y must god done tis to
me.. wad wrong did i
has done in the past
life?! haiz... i think
nw it time 2 let go...
let 2 of us have our
creative thinking n let
have some reflection
bout our relationship..
mayb u r nt d 1 in d
wrong.. mayb im d 1 in
d wrong.. it all my fault
but i noe time will prove
tat we really nt mean 2
b 2gether... i nt fit 2
b wif u.. must say tat i
nt fit 2 b wif any1 in
tis world.. im d most
useless person in d world
i nw vr vr confused of
wad to do.. seriously,
i nt bear to let u go
but there nth i could do..
i always smile n i always
laugh but do any1 noe tat
deep in my eyes tears is
gonna rolling down n deep
in my heart it really vr
painful as it bleeding
every single day... y must
i cum 2 tis world?!?!?!?!?!
y must i hav to stand tis
kind of torturing?!?!?!?!
enough mean enough.. i wan
nth except 4 peace.. i nid
some silent...

tired...

feel vr vr tired...
i wanna gif up but
there is lots of ppl
around me nid my help
so i alrd tried my
best to haong on but
seriously i wanna gone
mad soon.. i cant hang
on anymore.. so many
things happen making
me feel tat im so useles
i shld'nt b here at all..
heart pain, tears roll is
me kinda lifestyle?!?!?!?!
i HATE tis kind of lifestyle
i wanna b happy.. bt y i cant?
i feel lyk there still a long
way b4 i really reach my real
happiness... I WANT TO B HAPPY