there are many liau zi hao in tis world but idk the reason y i only love tis special liau zi hao... idk the reason y i love him so much... many ppl asked me y did i love him... the reason tat i tell them is vr simple n a lot. i love him coz of his personality, his smile, the way he walk, the way he tok or u can say tat i lyk every thing tat he do... i thought time can make me forget him nw then i really realise time does not help me to forget him but i make me love him even deeper... i really dunno the reason y it make me love him deeper instead of forgetting him.. god can u tell me the reason y u wan me to love him?! is it really my fate born to love him?! it hard for me to forget him, wad should i do?! i really hope tat he will understand my love to him... T.T

u r not sorry

daddy, u r not sorry... not at all.. 12 yrs bk u bring tears into mom life, make her feel vr regret tat she marry u. 12 yrs later u bring tears in to mom life again. u noe she still love u waiting for juz 4 words form u. it is "dear, i am sorry". is tat too much tat she have asked from u? i dun think so. i told myself i will hate u but momy is the 1 tell me to forgive n forget wad u had done to us. i think i should not listen to her. coz it bring her lot of pain. u hurt her again n again. but she had nv ever told me. actually i wanna forgive u but u have make me feel vr disappointed. nw then i noe the reason y mommy dun let me meet u. mommy decided not to let me meet u is the rite choice. i really regret tat i have trust u n give u another chance to pay wadeva u done to us 12yrs ago. I HATE U.. the word sorry will not make us forgive u again.. coz it will not stop all the pain in mommy heart n my heart.. dun say tat we r heartless coz u r the 1 heartless. make mommy life filled wit tears. i will rmb wad u had done to us. GET OUT OF OUR PEACEFUL LIFE

im sorry

mommy, i really sorry sorry for wad i did to u. pls gif me another chance to stay at ur side n care for u. i should not let u go so far n work. i have owe u too much mom. i dun wish to hurt u. u should care for urself more. i wish i could at ur side n care for u. nw then i really noe u r the best mommy in tis world sorry, last time i used to talk bk to u n nv listen to ur advice. i promised if u cum bk all those habbit will change. i will work hard n make u proud. i will make ur dream cum true. pls dun leave me alone any more. I LOVE U MOMMY mY bEsT mOmMy EvEr

Why must I be in this situation?! Why others can have a good relation and not me?! Why must I be treated in this way?! So many whys i want to ask but no one can answer me.. Like I said I'll never forgive and forget.. Even if I die, I would bring it with me.. I would remember this.. 1 sorry is not enough, 10, 100 ,1000 or even trillion sorry not enough.. It could not solve everything.. It will not solve all the pain in heart, do you know that?!

counting down

i really dun wanna counting down anymore after psle i thought i can relax... but i cannot i noe singapore is a country tat bringing me lot of painful memmories but there oso give me a lot of sweet memmories... i really dun wanna leave tis country.. hope after psle i juz went bk my country as visiting not live there.. i really dun wanna left my frenz n the 1 tat i love the most in tis whole life..

Night fall.. Everything is covered in silent.. nothing is heard except for the sound of passed-by cars' engines, crickets.. Everyone has fallen asleep except me. Memories of the love story flashed back to my mind.. so many thing had happen..... i dunno y my mind still cannot forget him, is it coz i still love him n could not forget him. i alrd choose to let him go n will nv cling on him. but whenever i saw him the feeling is vr diff from wad i was telling myself. i feel vr uncomfortable n hoping tat the time pass faster. love is a most powerful magnet tat can pull 2 heart together. to bad tat he is a magnet n i was a non-magnetic tat y we could not be together. i should not blames him at all. coz the 1 at fault was me not him. really sorry but hope tat end of the yr i really leaving tis country n nv cuming bk.

CANNOT FORGET

I cannot be strong to face u. U may say tat i was a selfish gal but all i wan is u to stay by my side. I wan to feel ur heart beat in every min or sec. NO matter it is a sweet or bitter day, u still every thing in my heart. I really hope tat we could share our day till the end of our life and wish tat time could turn back to the day tat i still with u. The day tat it rain juz lyk how my tears is rolling. My face always filled wit smile but the pain is keep deeply in my heart and my mind. I have meet lot of boys but i had never have tis feeling towards them accept for u. If we not together, no matter how far the distance between u n me. When u sad i oso wont be able to happy. Every min or sec beside u, my heart feel vr warmth n safe. Make me forget the past n even make me stop the sad tears from rolling down my cheek. By then every thing has becum history. I wish tat i am ur shadow which can follow u every min or sec. The sky is blue mixed wit white, it so buetiful juz lyk the love story of my life. But whenver i think of tat terrible day which left only me, feel lyk wanna hate u the rest of my life. The more i say to myself tat i hate u, the more i feel lyk wanna hold u bk to my life. When the 1st time i saw u, the wind was blow vr slow in every sec. my heart beat lyk crazy n the feeling was vr unusal. Wad is tat feeling?! My mind still hear tat "i promised i will take care of u the rest of my life". From the sentence i tell myself tat i will only love u the most in my life. Whenever i think of tat sentence, it was the time tat i could not stop thinking of u. I thought tat if my life dun have u, i still can be happy but i cant. I thought tat i will slowly forget u, continue to walk the long path of road infront of me but the sweet time still there in my heart. I CANNOT FORGET IT. Even thought u think tat the 9 months is nth but to me it give me a sweet memmory tat i will not forget it in my life. I still cannot over cum the loneliness n the most painful time. But i noe it time to let it be story of my life filled with love. N the story was sweet n vr special to me.

story about a blind girl

Once, there was a blind girl. She had a feeling for a boy.. The surprised things was he love her too. One day, the girl say to the boy "When i can see the world and see the light. Hold ' your hand and stare at the moon and the star with you. Then i will marry you." Finally untill the operate day and she can see the world. The boy said to the girl " Now you can see the world. Will you marry me?!" The girl very shock when she know that the boy also blind like her last time. She does not want to marry him. He said with tear rolling down his cheek "Please take care of your eyes because it is my last present for you from me." Then he left the room without any regreting. The girl feel so touch that she follow the boy and said "sorry". They were married after that.

ice-skating

today i go katong to change my clothe then go to leasure park with my frenz.. at first i dun wanna go ice skating... i have a several reason for it.. 1st i wanna go arcade, 2nd i need go home early for tuition.. 3rd i dunno how u play... kt n her sis go in the ice skating 1st... then angeline follow them.. me n kah go shopping. we bought a exactly the same bracelet... soooo nice ^^... then go arcade change $10 into the tokens... i play half of the money... kt keep on call kh n disturb us... she wan us to join her but me nkh dun wan... at last me n kh juz join them lor T.T ....then the remaning tokens i gave it to ricky n joshua.. the last $2 gave it to joshua oso :( bo money...then when i juz steps in i saw they all skate til so pro... so, i try to balance myself. then, walk some steps forward.. finlally i can skate after several min... feel ly ice-skating juz lyk roller blade.. may be it easier than roller blade lor.. :) i teach my partner how to skate then we both hold hand n skate... even thought it the 1st time play my partner n i nv fall hehe... angeline cry coz she noe how to skate but she forget... when i skate with her she hold me vr tight till my hand red red sia T.T .... i so poor thing... even thought i get scolded but at least i have a fun day wit my fren..

wad am i thinking nw?!

i noe tat 3 words 'i love you' is vr easy to say n everyone can say it... but so many ppl say it but does not mean it... if those ppl could not mean it then y must they say it to hurt other? no1 will truely understand my feeling unless u walk in my shoes n suffer the same pain... then u truely noe how many suffer tat i have to face everyday... the sky is endless, my pain will oso endless?! i really dunno how to face all this suffer... all i do is juz run away from all those problem... i can only noe how to stay in the dark by myself n cry all i wan...

i feel

i feel tat i should not enter tis world... i hate tis world coz it bring me lot of suffer n tis suffer will forever stay deeply in my heart... i must bring it every where i go... i really hate tis world... i have th in tis world nw... i young i must stay with my cousin n missed my mom damn lot... i lose the person tat i love the most in tis world n nw i could not keep a simple frenship... i feel tat i vr useless person in tis society... if i not born into tis world all tis will not be happen... how long should i be suffering?! MY FRENSHIP JUZ LYK TAT OVER??? hopefully not...

today is his b'day... i hope tat his wish will cum true.. hope tat i not the 1st 1 to say happy b'day but the 1 is manting.. i think tat make him more happy..i really hope tat tis yrs will be his most unforgetable b'day ever.. gd luck 12 yrs old boy..

todae i have chinese listening compre i juz dun care bout it n sleep during the test but i still can pass haha... pro.. when i sleep my chinese teacher nv scolded me..the idiot junaid say rubbish sia.. keep on disturb me non stop... say wad brandan chan, then thanh thanh chan... wad rubbish?! i hate it damn lot sia.. nth i could do to make him stop..anger till make me sick liao las... have fever, make me cannot shout n i oso have running nose some more but i will try my best to cum to sku... coz i wanna gif some1 present in personal... hopefully i will not wake up late tml... good luck my fren...

to husain

sorry tat i have break my promised to you... but i really coud not control myself.. i promised myself i will forget him and i will not wasted any more tears on him.. but i juz cry and think of him... i really dun wan to break my promised toward you and myself.... i noe u only wanna care for me... but sorry tat i had made you disappointed... i really sorry...