I'm trying not to call u again...
I'm not going to disturb ur life
anymore... I think I shld let u
go 1 day, n the day is cuming...
I dun wanna live in a life which
fill with tears anymore... I'm
not going to waste my tears on u
again... NVR EVER AGAIN... But no
matter wad I still love you, love
you alot... I really vr scare to
call u again, coz I really hate
it vr much whenever u say goodbye.
I really miss ur voice, wanna hear
ur laughter n see ur smile... all
tat make up my day... Even when I'm
tired, ur smile, ur laughter n ur
voice help me to gain back my energy
do u noe tat?! I love u frm bottom
of my heart but tis is wad u've given
me?! Every night I'm crying to myself
coz missing u, cannot slp every day
juz coz busy thinking of u... seriously
i really really cant take it anymore...
I'll give u bk ur freedoom soon..
You'll forever stay in my heart..
3 words from bottom of my heart
" I L O V E Y O U "

whenever i feel lonely, wanna tok to u...
call u but u seems to b so busy revising
so nt feel lyk disturb u... whenever i in
bad mood nt feel lyk toking to any1, then
u started to call me... wad the point?!
u noe wad "I HATE TO BE ALONE!!! HATE TO
BE IGNORE" hate lots....

i had enough of everythings...
can i juz shut my eyes n stop
viewing things around me?! i
such a failure... i nt gd in my
study, i dunno how to protect
my fren & family, i oso dunno
how to be a good gf... i really
gd for nth... have no talent at
all... y shold i continue to b
in tis world?!the world shld nt
fill any body so useless lyk me...
i nt worth ur love AT ALL... i
only noe how to throw my temper at
u n nvr listen to wad u wanna tell
me... really sorry baby, i really
not worth ur love sia... i wish
time could turn back, turn back to
the time i haven accept u then u
wun be in tis state anymore... i'm
the one always cause so many trouble
for you... LOVE YA ♥

last nite, i couldnt slp as i really
scare i'll have a nitemare... i did
nt dare to close my eyes n scare tat
the nitemare one more time appear in
my dream... i cried lots n fall in a
deep slp after tat... n i had a dream
n its bout u n me.... in the dream, u
hold my hand tightly in urs n lyk did
nt wanna let it go, we walk for a very
long distance under a heavy rain... a
sweet kiss frm u to my cheek tat warm
my heart... slowly ur lip touched my
lip, a sweet kiss under a heavy rain
tat make me didnt wan to wake up...

haiz... it another day has pass...
wonder shld i tell him or not as i
am the 1 who say no secret between
us, i felt so bad... i got smth to
tell him but when i face him i juz
couldnt say it out... actually it's
my fault for not telling him the
shameful act tat i've done... i
couldnt hide it frm him anym more..
i really scare when he noe the true
he will look down on me n doesnt
love me as he use to be... i really
scare n confuse at the same time...

3 things

~ 3 things in your life, once past you'll nv able to find it back
= It's + Time + Things that come out from your mouth + Chance


~ 3 things that cannot be lost in your life
= It's + Freedoom + Hope + Faithful


~ 3 things that's important in your life
= It's + Love + Self-confident + Friendship


~ 3 things that'll never stay by your side
= It's + Dream + Money + Succeed


~ 3 things that built a value of a person
= It's + Hard working + Loyal + Helpful


~ 3 things that can ruin a person life
= It's + Beer + Self-important mind + Furious habit