hey!!

hey guys,
i reach Vietnam alre..
miss u guys alots..
i really hope to see ya guys again..
i really miss 1N2, i even more miss 6Diligence..
i hate this feeling sia..
i still dun understand what is going on sia..
what the fu** is this??
can anyone tell me the reason why?
i totally lost..
really dun wish to go on like this anymore..
life is fu*king irritating las in vietnam..
drinking & smoking, i hate this sia..
I really hope to seeya guys again next mth..

giving up

i know you can't take it anymore. since so, then it's time to end this relationship. i was just testing how much you love me and understand me. but then i really realised that you totally don't understand me. i think it was totally wrong to request too much from you. am i really requested too much from you?! never mind i think it's time to let you go. i wish i can keep you by my side forever. but it obvious enough that i cant. because it really very clear of what you write on MSN. it's really the first time
you hurt me, and this hurt is really very deep. how to heal the pain in my heart, can you please tell me?! i really wanna know how. first time ever you scold bad word at me. and also thanks to you that you're the first guy ever scold bad word at me. you gonna be the last guy i'm gonna love. i really very stupid for not treasuring you. i gonna let go. my love to you is from bottom of my heart. i really don't care what people comment about you, all the matter is i love you. now, i love you. in the future, i still love you & forever love only you. from now on i think i really don't dare to love anymore guy. i really wish i am a les. i think i gonna turn back to a les life bah. then i wont get so much suffer.

♥♥♥

I wanna thank you for everything that you had done for me. Thanks alot, I really enjoy every single momment I spent with you. I also wanna say sorry to you. My attitude had torture you for this few months. But I'm not going to change it for you, because that is the nature me, my attitude is what had make me special. Really sorry, this past few months I have been really very selfish, I only think of myself and never ever think of your feeling before. Whatever I do, I only think of myself but I have never ever thought of your feeling. I always feel that you hurting me everytime but i was wrong. I'm then the one who hurt you everytime. I've hurt you enough. From now on, whatever I do or say I will think of your feeling, okay?! I promised, okay baby. You're the first one I'm thinking of after I wake up, you also the last one I thinking of before I sleep. I just love you for who you are. So now, let turn back to the beginning when we first met each other, when we fall in love with each other. Let recall back all the sweet memmories. Every time you hold my hand, you hug me tightly in your arms and you gently kiss my lip. It really very sweet, right?! (:

Three words from bottom of my heart that " I LOVE YOU " ♥♥♥