i hate where i cum frm...
all of u r bitch.. i will
rmb the slap u juz giving
me.. i will repaying back
u all stop forcing me.. I
HATE YOU!!! y am i always
so lonely n ur al stop
adding those pain into my
heart.. seriously i cant
take it anymore.. y god
must torture me lyk tis??
i dun have parent to care
4 me, it make me really
upset enough..but u still
torturing me tis way?
enough mean enough..
cant stand anymore torturing

im vr tired.. i dunno how to
hang on any more... i wanna
gif up tis life... gif up
every things.. cant stand it
anymore.. i've try my vr best
to leading my life without u..
till today i really cant do it
vr tired alrd.. all thx to u..
u really care 4 me??? if yes u
wont hurt me.. i blif in no 1..
who could i really trust in?? y
must i born to b in tis world??
day getting more tired.. feel
lyk wanna die lyk tat.. not feel
lyk going to sku... is there any
way out 4 me??? is it commit
suicide is the best way out 4 me?

if u did not appear in
my life, gif me those
sweet memmory n say u
love me.. i wont b in
tis state.. i wont be
so painful.. i wont be
crying for u everyday..
it all my fault.. if i
nv trust u n touched by
u, i wont get hurt in d
end.. y muz i always b
the 1 get hurt in d end??
wad wong did i do??? y
every1 wanna hurt me?? y
u all muz b so heartless?
mayb u all tink tat im a
gangster n a gangster tat
have no feeling... let me
tell u.. im a gangster..
but gangster oso have
felling.. gangster oso feel
pain.. n im a gangster tat
easy to get hurt.. so pls
dun hurt me..

my.....

i cant go on wit my life any more... vr tired alrd n i'll try my best to let u go n pls gif me peace.. the more u care 4 me the more i cant let u go.. u r the 1 save me out of the nightmare n throw me in another deeper nightmare. i vr tired of all those suffer tat all of u gif me... wanna hurt me fuck off of my life.. i cant stand any more suffer my life is enough of pain.. i beg all of u dun add anymore pain into it.. i gone crazy vr soon juz bcoz of all the suffer tat u has gif me.. i'll not gif any1 any more chance to hurt me.. enough of pain, tears n suffering..

dad

i rather dunno who is my daddy... it useless to have a daddy lyk u... u make me disappointed again n again.. i rather let u appear only in my dream.. then i'll think tat u r the best daddy ever.. nw then i noe how hard to forgive u.. juz coz of some1 u make me feel sad n disappointed.. but i always tell myself to forgif u no matter wad.. but it is u.. the 1 always make the same mistake.. i feel vr sad n really dunno wad excused to forgif u.. i hate u.. y must u cum n disturb my life.. u bring me to tis world for making me feel terrible?? or destroying my life?? i wont b s o naive to believe in u again.. gd luck to u n to my "step-mother"......

1st dy of sku

1st day of sku is fricking boring man.. vr slpy coz i still in a holiday mood n not feel lyk going to sec sku nw ): coz my mind cantstop thinking of tkp... which is my beloved pri sku.. i've been there for yrs.. nw go o sec sku i miss pri sku.. it is where i've the most painful time n oso there is a gd memmory n those sweet time wit my fren which i could not forget in this life.. BFF best fren forever (:

...

i wan to b same as other gal but i cant.. coz i really vr happy with myself nw but lot of ppl has been looking down on me.. i really hate tat.. ppl make me feeel tat im a really vr useless person in tis society... i not fit to b here at all.. i hate myself for being a violent gal.. i hate being alone n im NOT emo... honestly i hate schooling i ned freedoom.. i hate being forced..