wad happen today?

mrs haridas found my math paper liao so happy. no need to get zero. i have inprove in math by 10 marks but i still no happy wit my marks coz only 50+++. so lousy sia. i think i can do better than tis. i oso have some inprovement in my english but still fail but at least i got inprovement in paper 2. today i got back my english paper 1. guess wad? i passed my paper 1 sia. i got 10/15 for my situational writing ad 23/40 for my compositon. 23 is mine highest scored that i have nv get i b4. damn happy. total i got 33/45 for paper 1. YEAH

unlucky day

todae is mine unlucky day. i get scolded by mine chinese teacher coz of not paying enough attention. science period i nv get scolded but i as not happy wit my marks. it was really terrible. finally it recess time, my partner and i went to the canteen but we could not decided wad to eat. in the end we decided to eat rice wit fish lyk almost every day we eat that. after recess, it math lesson. SIANzzz. when i stepped in class, i get ready to get back mine math CA papers but mine math teacher said that she dun have mine paper 1 with her so she wanna gif me a zero for mathematic. by the time i heard that i felt lyk wanna gif up in my math coz i tried my best to passed this paper but this stupid ting happen on me. then she decide to gif me a zero, i oso dun care aldr. my hard work had gone into the rain juz lyk that. YEAH!!! math lesson is over. it 2 hours of english. ai yoyo, my english teacher is not feeling well but he still came and teached us. i was vr angry during his lesson.my fren juniad keep on toking rubbish. said his bf is jeremy then i ask to stop making fun of him. he dun wan. so bad sia. another make me angry is shaan keep on disturb me none stop. then i shout at him during class lesson. my teacher staring at me. i look back at him and smile. saying that shaan is disturbing me. then after sku, im the 1 who get scolded not the idiot shaan.. then i go library wit a sad face. suddenly i saw my shiny star coming the smile slowly appear again on my face.LOL. i went to the bubble tea shop wit my frens. then all of them go home after buying the bubble tea. only left my and my partner. so boring, we go to PP. go popular buy pen, come down eat Mc. hehe. aiyoyo... eat eat eat, ltr grow fater.

the feeling

who will noe my feeling?! y u wan me to face this?? i really dunno wad u really wan to let me off.. i not Angela that u noe.... the Angela that u noe aldr dead she is no longer in this world u should not disturb me coz i am not angela.. im thanh... i noe u really missed the old Angela but u oso should not disturb me... u've ur GF, and i've my BF.. u should not disturb my life... i really need tis peaceful life.. i really need it. can u leave me alone?? no matter wad game over mean it aldr over.. so wad if u r rich?? money cannot buy eveyting... so wad if i am a violent bitch?! it not ur problem at all... i am a bitch, ur GF oso not where better than me...

the message today

I wrote your name on a piece of paper, but I accidentally lost it. I wrote your name on my hand, it faded after a while. I wrote you name on sand and wind carried it away. But when i wrote it in my heart, it never faded. Today's message is " I'm happy when I have you ". I always thought that I was doing the best for you. But I just realised that you were the one who brought smiles and happiness to me. Happiness is something one can't describe by words. It is a tightly hug, a hug that brings warm and love silently. Today's message is " I need you very much ". I scared to lose you, that's why I try to hold you tightly. Yet one said, if you tried to hold sand with your hands, it would slowly slip through your fingers and run away. I wanted to keep you by my side but my action accidentally pushed you further from me. Today's message is " Please come back to me ". Someone said that we have grown up, But we were actually still young. Too young to see the real behind the fact. We need time to grow up, to look in front of us, to believe in the real. Today's message is " I'll wait for you no matter what ". I onlined everyday just to look for your email, to check whether you're onlined. It was not because i want to chat with you but to make sure that you're safe and somehow I could feel that you're next to me. All i want to say is " I love you " as simply as that.

ending

every thing oso have a ending

either happy, boring or sad

ending. but i noe that every

ending give everyone a happy

memory. love oso lyk that and

frenship oso lyk that. but ting

is over so fast. blink my eyes

someting is missing. sometimes

ting alr happen there will be no

way(s) to turn back. lyk frenship

if it alr end. eventhough we have

forgive each other but there is no

trust in each other heart. so y we

should turn back to be BFF last

time? we turn back to be BFF coz

between us there is too many fun,

happy, boring and even sad time

that we have been share over more

than a year. i dun tink all this is only

my fault. whenever someting has been

end it not only 1 person is in the fault

it all of us is the 1 is tis fault so dun put

all the blames on me. the fault was we

have not treasure tis frenship. tink again

we have go throught lot of sunny or rainy

day together to make tis frenship trn back

if i noe 1st there is the day lyk that i alr gif

up long time ago.

friendship ended

y u all must lie to me.

last time i tell u all to

let me and this long

frienzhip but who is

the one stopped me?

and nw u all are the

one make this long

frenzhip end, u all still

wanted to put all the

blames on me and jeremy.

let me tell u we haven break

up and u all have no rite to

scold him. as a gf i should stop

u all. if i am the one scold

ur bf will u happy? of coz not

rite. u said that i my science

i copy. yes i admit it but dun

u see it. i am not the only one

who has copied. i think ur 2

best friends oso did it. i think

u should noe who i refers to.

u said i wasted my tears on

jermy, i think u r wrong. u all

then the one who make me wasted

my tears. i swear upon myself i will

hate u all no matter wad. i promised

myself i should gif up this stupid long

frienzhip. which there is a lot of beauty

memory.i hate this frienzhip.

sudden

sorry for sudden kiss that i have give u. it reallyshock u rite?! i really not mean to shock u. i really dunno how to face u when the nx day sia. hope that u wont angry bout the sudden kiss. T.T the letters that i write to u on 8/7/09 and on 9/7/09 when we break up i have write it. but i really dun dare to gif it to u. so i keep it till today. actually i wanna gif it to u todae but scared u get angry when u read it. so i nv put inside ur file. i really dun wanna quarrel with ur fren and hoping that u really understand me. sorry, coz i really have a bad temper. no matter how i tried to make a change in myself but i still cannnot make it. hope u not angry wit me and continue to gif me ur suppport. thank u very much "dear"

math practice paper result

today i have got back my math result it was badly done. coz the test was too sudden that i have no time to revise my work at all. i have fail the paper. my whole class only GuanYu pass the paper. i got 47/100 only sia. damn sad sia. can any1 tell me wad to do to make me pass my math again???

sorry

sorry that juz nw i have

throw all my temper at

u coz i was so angry. any

way i should thank you.

nw then i noe who really

my true frenz. u all really

make me forget about my

worry, sadness of my life.

but i really have a good time

with u all. sorry coz i have

a bad mood todae. my math

result was so poor till i wanna

tear the paper but scared get

scolded. i was in bad mood coz

when i need my fren to be there,

they is not there at all. the life

lonely is really terrible. aaarrrggg.

listen to my advise

jie, u should listen to my advise do wadever u wan to do. juz relax.. u should not break up with him. coz i noe u still love him lyk how i love zihao.. mayb i dun really understand u. coz we both are too secretive. but i noe u really could not forget him rite? u should not let him go coz both of u still loving each other. give urself a chance and oso give him a chance. he really love u. i noe u have a reason for not listening to my advise or maybe u have other planning for urself. i will support u no matter wad. jia you!!!

the slap..

thx for ur slap make me became smarter.. i swear the slap u gif me i will gif it back 1 day. u not even fit to slap me. damn you

i wont

i wont break my promised even though u already break ur promise. do u still remember wad have u promise me? i think u alr forget. and i oso dun wan to tok about it anymore. u forget it i oso dun mind. but do u remember wad i have been promised u? i promised u i will love you forever. i believe i can do that too. maybe u dun believe nw. but i make sure u will believe me in one day. u will noe that no one love u more than me. if u really can find someone who really love u more than me, i oso wont give up on u. coz i really fall in love with u deeply. my love to u is higher than the sky, deeper than the ocean. I LOVE YOU

cant face u

i dunno the reason y i cant face u juz nw i walk passed u i was pretending that i nv saw u. i walk more fast coz i dun wanna see u. once i saw u i feel lyk crying. i oso dunno the reason y i crying. these 2 days i have got 2 letter for u but i dun dare to give it to u.. i really dunno wad to say or wad to do to make u understand my feeling or my love to u.

move house

from yesterday till nw i was busy moving house. damn tired lor. guess where i move? haha i moves to the same blog juz then i stay in 4th floor. last time i satyed in 2nd floor. haha.. today so busy sia.. move this here move that there till get headache sia. some more 10 days no com to play.. feel lyk nothing to do lor. some more the auntie keep on nag nag. arrrrgggg. no com nvm some more no telephone. how to call my fren. damn it..fucking man that throw me out of the house. then i cannot do the asknlearn for Mr Peh. sure get scolded wan las. i dun wanna get scolded sia. help help help. no com nth to do so keep on play wit makeup thingy. haha. after makeup go take pic. after taking pic then go wash my face. nx time post my pic on fb go see.. damn lyk ghost :)

everyday

everydays i have been walking the same road that we everyday walked.. but then i realise the same road same distance that we have walked it very long till i walked half way i really feel tired. u are my supporter to make me complete the road that we have been walked. i am not sure weather i can wait for u coz i really very tired of waiting. but i wont break my promised. i promised i will tried my best to love you wit my whole heart filled wit my soul. i have been thinking and reflect on wad my friend have said. there is no used of waiting?? becoz of u i really willing to do everyting. all i want is to be wit the one i love.

The happiest day after break up

u noe wad?! today after school i nv go home sia coz felt lyk stay in school and play is one of the reason and another reason was to try my luck to meet some1. It really my luck today. he really in the library. haha :) then i was playing and staring at him in the library. suddenly i went out to borrow 20cent from my partner to make it as $1 to lend it ot some1. then we found out that my partner's wallet lost liao. CB the person who took it. damn u dare to take my lesbian partner wallet. u better stay a way from me and dun ever let me found out who u r. coz i swear i will not let u off. then 1 girl asked my partner did she lost her wallet. then my partner say yes. she told my partner to go down and check. wad a coindence, she really found her wallet and lost all the money inside.. i think is the girl take 1. i actuallywanted to steal bk the money that my partner had lost but the idiot girl keep on holding to her wallet. fucking bitch. then we called some1 help us. he snatch the wallet n run out of the library. she said she wanna called mr ong(sci teacher) then we give her back her wallet and stoping her from calling mr ong. noe that she nv call mr ong she is juz acting only lor,she pressed call then hang up immediately.she really a daughter of a bitch.then i jus tell my partner nvm las then give her $2 that was the amount that she lost. then sikai borrow from me $4. say tmr will pay me.haha. then dunno wad the problem there are some1 fighting. i juz ignore and go behind the librry siting on top of the wall feel lyk juz jump down and end every things. coz i was so useless till i cant help anything for my friens i really sorry coz whenever u need me i always not there for u.